New things

New things are often scary, even mundane new things, like a new job. This last week I've started a new job. I now fix computers and I'm skipping school to do it. I stayed up all night on Sunday because like a child waiting for the first day of school, I was nervous. Would my co-workers like me? Will I know what to do? Can anyone teach me to be how to read minds? What if my boss is Mean? All questions that might be easily quelled had I someone to just sit and talk to in the apartment.

I think that when one is alone that your fears multiply and that when you get to talk with someone that everything turns out much better you might still have the same fears but new ones tend to go away. You don't even need to tell the people near you your problems you just need to have them near so that you can enjoy their company. Besides that if you hate those people you tend to forget your fears and plot their demise.

Anyway day 2 of the job was hectic I spent most of my time out of the office dealing with people whose need are at the top of the world and everything is going against them. Lucky for them they could vent at me but Unfortunately for me and my partner in tech there's not much I could say to ease their minds as I was part of the problem, that is at least in their heads I was.