Every year around this time it seems I get to start again. Be it the school, or the Navy I've always had this time to make a new start. This time I'm starting at a negative, that is a negative cash flow. It seems university life is expensive. Who Knew?!
So I'm waiting for the Veterans Affairs office to send me money to school myself. And I'm finding that waiting for uncertain money makes a man nervous. It's an itch on the back of my mind saying "You there worry more!" and I don't like to worry I find it makes me less likely to smile and more likely to hate everyone.
And I found out why this afternoon. It's evolutionary my dear reader. If you worry and depress yourself you make yourself a more analytical person and focus more on your problems, making it more likely that you'll fix said problems just to make this awful feeling go the hell away.
So the next time you worry figure out what to do and do it. It'll go away and we can go out and have a good time.
No comments:
Post a Comment